New breeze in my life...

Today,
The 17th of December 2006 is an unforgettable day in my life. December is the month of music in Chennai. I had decided to attend all the concerts given by Bombay Jayashri this month. To stress out from the hectic schedule of work, I decided to chill out myself by attending a concert. I went to Shrimathi. Vani Jayaram’s concert held at Ramakrishna Matriculation Higher Secondary School, T.Nagar. However, I didn’t have any high expectations when I left for the concert. For me Bombay Jayashri is the one and only to give soulful music. Still, I went.

Now I am so ecstatic that I am not even able to put in exact words to describe the bliss I am experiencing. There are three main reasons for my ecstasy. First, I decided to attend music concerts and learn to appreciate arts and took the first step towards it. Two, the hall that I went to attend this concert was Sri Sarada Bhavan, a hall dedicated to the holy mother Sri Sarada Devi. RKM Ashram – my first gateway into the world of spirituality. Three, ofcourse the renderings of Smt. Vani Jayaram.

I had never ever in my life witnessed such a concert [though this was only the second time I am attending a live concert!]. The concert was not a musical concert. It was something much beyond that. My god! Her voice, the feel that she added to each syllable she let out… even a layman would have internalized what devotion is. What a concert! I feel so proud that I am able to appreciate the music, the devotion in it, the soul in her music. I am ECSTATIC!!!

after a long time i felt a sincere urge to blog.

i am working on my written sample for my higher studies. i have got a great idea for its subject. the survey that i did during my college proves to be of greater good to me now. i am going to take that as my topic for the research. it had always brought out the talents in me and i hope this idea of doing a research in it would exhilarate me even more.

i also plan to do some research on the topic "the world's perception of India". as far as i have searched the net for any details about India, most of the projections stray away from what India is.

most of the people out there in this so called Global Village are still not aware of what a country India is in reality. i wish my research work be a holistic approach towards bringing the Real India into the limelight.

My life at office

My life at office is going great. I am enjoying my time at office cos it has well suited my interests, passion and more than anything it is aligning with the talents that i possess. I am able to express my ideas freely. I am also learning lots in this process.

Now my new project has started and I am into it right from the beginning. Initially when I joined I thought I will be reworking on some existing projects and that I will not be able contribute much to the product itself. but now I am in the process of learning.

This job is going to lay my foundation in the field of education so strongly.

Mixed feelings

I am now in a very confused state. I am unable to handle the changes in emotions that are caused by the varied events happening day in and day out. In one day the good, the bad, and the ugly happens and its hard to take them all neutrally.

I really wanna be indifferent to all that are happening around me, in the sense the events happening around me....but am unable to do so.

I wish I take life as simple as it is.

How much care one loses when he or she wants to be someone rather than something?!!




Or

Is it me, who takes comments too personal?

I know not how it occurs..... but few words get deep into my heart and leaves cuts (or wounds?) that never heal and keep ringing in my ears.........

I read, its not the event that makes one feel sad or good, its how the mind of the individual perceives it. So, by this definition, should I work on my mind in understanding things better?

Another probable question is do I allow trespassers to hit my heart? But how long shall I keep vigil on who's trying to trespass their threshold? I want to take rest too!

Its really hard........and yesterday was a bitter one for me!

Hope to come back with a good mood.

the elections

today i was watching the news. Elections coming close, the campaigning have all started.
I just wonder how power or want of power can make people topsy-turvy overnight?! X and Y ally and campaign this year. U and V become their oppositions.
Five years pass....
Then suddenly everything is collapsed.
X and U join hands; Y and V too.
What seemed like a greatest ally years before now become worst of all enemity.
As a whole I am forced to believe that all these people in the name of democracy and campaigning are only fooling we people.
We are all behind the best spokesman and not a good politician. Whoever talks nicely, impresses us most, give us more discounts and freebies we go behind them.
Till we are ready to get cheated, cheaters never cease to come.
As a first step if for one day we spare to come to the poll station and vote the right candidate we can eliminate false votes.
Well, how many of us have a voter ID card by the way?
I myself got it this year only!
Our excuse, 'We have all kind of problems in our life let alone this political chicanery!'
We become mere spectators to see the country being robbed on and on and on....
Do we have the time and responsibility to ask the 'leaders' to fulfil everything they have promised us? Who cares for them? If we don't care for them (the unfulfilled promises), then why should they (the 'leaders') bother?
Its high time to think!


Its time for me to do my more important job!!!


Its easier said than done!! Contributing to the true democracy!!!